dear diana

I felt like I havent seen my girlfriend for a year or something.According to the girlfriend, her mother said it is a record for longest day ever she hadnt seen me.Yes it is true.Well... there was the time I literately visited her everyday.And I figured that in order to succed in love, I have to do well of my work so let the day that we live together come faster.Therfore, I ignity my car engine as soon as i got up today, head to her house. Lovely my girlfriend was really excited to see me. How lovely.. We spent day as usually we dated; eating shopping, and etc. However, I felt today was a shortest day I have ever. I felt really sorry to her while she was sleeping as soon as she fell a sleep after ate pain killer medicine, Advil because she hurt her feet from walking long hours with high hill shoes.I got all chocked up when I saw her kept saying dont leave me while I am sleeping.Oh, how adorable she is...I know somepeople got goose bump by read my posting, but lead to my 'I dont care about others' characteristic, I will permanantly love her because she is huge to me.

I started work hard and studied hard to achieve my goal, be a rich and propose to her. To succeed my goal, I will contiously working my job, and fulfill our beautiful life.

"Oh my god this is so good."

This is a text message that I sent to my girlfriend while I am eating a huge Chicken Burrito in Chipotle.
She didnt want me to order coke.However, in order to have a fabulous dinner, I couldnt standed, ordered it. Chipotle is one of my favorite restaraunt. Honestly, I dont remember when was my first Chipotle meal but I guess I found it when I worked out in summer.I didnt surprise that day, but I did shock when I changed my meal from beef burito to chicken burito. I had it in Germantown Chipotle, changed it just for curiosity, has contiously ordered it since then.The taste was amazing; Crunched at first and its meat was tender and juicy with first one bite.Therefore, believe or not, I ate alone today. I rather eat alone sometimes because while I am eating at alone, I can more concentrate on my food. I can also see what people are doing and listen more about the songs that comes from audio. Im not a shamed by eating my self. After killed my Burrito, my inner critic hurraid loudly of great taste. By the way, why is chipotle is so delicous? Sometime I feel sorry to Asian countries who dont have Chipotle in their countries.Include my country.. TT_TT

Memory

People take memory for granted, except when it malfunctions.However, sometime bad memory that I dont want to think about suddenly come out my mind and make me suffering nightmare.It happened all of sudden when I was working and staring one of me and my girlfriend's favorite soda that I had to stock up. But interesting fact is I usually forget really unimportant thing. Such as memorize name like Bob who just met 5 minutes ago and bought orange juice.It is like a marker pen's vestige.Can read words easily if it is written by marker pen. However, If the words are written by pen that has tiny nib (pen point),we cant verify what it said. Also, if words are written by marker pen, nobody can erase it.As it is, I think bad memory is hard to erase or unerasable. But there is one solution, overwrite the bad memory with fresh, great, and lovely time with thicker love pen.

An unusual shopping day

　　Shopping is a delightful moment for girls. Well, I literally did shopping all day with my girlfriend yesterday. She was so excited as we headed to the shopping center, enthusiastically dancing and singing along to the chorus of every song.We got to the mall and the first thing that caught our eye was the Adidas watches on display in front of the door. I kept thinking about those watches even though I found shoes for a great price. However, when I found out that I did not have enough money, I gave up immediately. I don't really know why, but I really like watches and clocks. Everytime I go to Target, Walmart, and other malls I find myself walking towards the watch section. I was touched because my girlfriend got it for me. She bought one for herself too so that we could have couple watches.

After that, we went to another mall and started shopping. I gave her some suggestions on picking out shoes and matching accessories with her outfit. I wasn't shocked when my girlfriend said she mistook me for her 'shopping girlfriend' because I thought I was more helpful than any of her other girlfriends. I am not gay. Really, I'm not. I'm not the type to sit around and do makeup and spend more than one hour doing hair and all that. No, manly semblance, a heavy weight drinker,and wide shoulders, that's me. I'm just good at being a shopper helper because she's the type of person that can't decide on anything and I'm the type who answers honestly. Now, everytime we go shopping, I have to help her using my newfound skill of how to get great items at bargain prices.

After long hours of shopping, she seemed satisfied with her purchases. I was extremely exhausted and she took the hint. We ate chinese food at the food court and rested our burning feet. I killed my food in 10 minutes. I guess I didn't even know I was hungry because all the shopping made me numb.

I dont know why but my diary is becoming sort of like a novel.

Lets say I am just not a good writer. Ok?

When we got home, we opened our couple watches and got much more than we expected. From its golden exterior lining to the multiple function made me stare in awe. I've never had a couple watch so I was happy to be sharing it with my girlfriend.

I was really happy because we had not planned to buy it but rather bought it on a whim on one of our shopping adventures.

Day By Jay

This is my first diary of written by English and I am posting my first page of the journal. The reason why I started to create this blog is to improve my low academic level of english. I dont even know if i am writting correctly or not right now, I am just typing whatever flying in my mind.Oh well,.. I will do my best.I hope that improvement of my english skill will shown up day by day from me, Jay. Thats why it is day by jay.